i probably just need to get laid and stop being so fucking dramatic
im, quite aware its fairly unhealthy to think these thoguhts
but dear god we are made like you
but dear god i can see the purpose you gave us
plain in the way you make blood vessels break
in the way the human body deteriorates in the way im,
quite aware perhaps too aware of how you make it satisfying to give in to baser instincts and pleasures
i was never raised particularly religious
but i said prayers to you every night till that one time my mother told me god is perfect and then she cried at the door and told me to be strong till she came back and i was left with the plate of macaroni no one else but me liked but i liked it because it was my mother who made it and i would always say i loved her to her ...
