A lack of discernment made me vain
Ruby Saggers - Associate Creative Writing Editor
I believe I deserve to be vain.
After years of misfortune and tribulation.
To be seen by your seniors as a worthless
Horrid
Mess of a
Girl from a
Low-income house-
Hold. They held onto that.
I held onto it.
The contention that I could not achieve because I did not have a warm space to ruminate on my future, my education, my vision as an academic.
Though I knew what I wanted.
Being forced into bottom sets as a result of the preconceived notion that I cold not – would not – meet the same end goal as my peers made me… it made me.
It made me want more.
And so, I did more.
Now I sit in nineteenth century elation
Staring at the dust on books I used to dream about having access to.
Those w...